Olivers niece is in town. She’s my princess! shes around 18 weeks pregnant and cute as a button. We only have her til Sunday though which sucks. I did a few tarot readings for some questions she had and she was totally creeped out by the accuracy but enjoyed it. Nothing else has really been […]

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Forgot to take my lamictal this morning. Gotta remember to take it tomorrow! Tomorrow I have DBT Group, distress tolerance Tuesday from 10-1130. Then we are going shoping, hoping to hit Costco and target before my one on one at 2. I wanted to give myself a mini facial tonight but I got too tired. […]

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So, he came home drunk….no surprise there. He was passed out in the car on the way home, thats when they weren’t pulled over so he could puke. He got home earlier than I expected thanks to Carl. I apologized to carl profusely for having to deal with him. I sent Oliver to bed with […]

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Nothing really to report. Im feeling anxious cuz Oliver is golfing an hour away with people hes never played with but are heavy drinkers and I just know how bad he could come home. He assured me he wasn’t going to drink but we all know how reliable that is. I’ve got some major cleaning […]

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So there’s an app kinda like tinder, but for moms to meet mom friends. I connected with a woman and we may meet up today. Since Ollie has bowling she may come to the lanes if she has the time. It didn’t sound too promising but its a possible start. I had a one on […]

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Yesterday I had an appointment to get an injection at 9am, then I had therapy scheduled for 10am….I get to my appointment right on time sign in at the lower desk she sends me up to get the shot I wasn’t sure if they changed locations so I asked at the upstairs desk where I […]

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So my mommy talked to the husband she is separated from cuz she had to tell him about a friend who passed away, they spoke about his own health issues for a while, among them are, a colostomy bag, and catheter he has a home health aid 4 days a week his a1c is 15, […]

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Yesterday was a nothing to report kinda day. I didnt feel well due to an anxious stomach. I just had a bad feeling about Oliver being out bowling and I was right, he came home drunk. Such a waste of what could be a perfectly happy family. But no I gotta deal with that bullshit […]

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Nothing to really share today…..slept in….went swimming…..got a pretty bad shock when unplugging something near the pool in a hurry to beat the storm….watched a movie….relaxing. thats my whole day. Until next time

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Nothing much to report today. Was kinda moody today. Oliver went to pick up lunch with a female coworker, its not that I dont trust him but I find it disrespectful. My absolute best friend thats not related to me is a man but I wouldn’t be galavanting around town with him alone. I just find […]

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