Oliver’s step-dad had hernia surgery today. He has a history of postoperative hypotension….which is a severe drop in blood pressure after surgery. All the anesthesia messes with the blood pressure and causes a drop. Well today it happened again and this time it got serious and the Dr’s had to throw my mother in law […]

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All I want to do is sleep!! I just woke up from a quick nap but I wanna go back to sleep. i think I’ll lay down for another hour then get up and clean… Ok. Ollie got a small skateboard when he was younger. He decided to try to ride it…. now this is […]

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Ollie was so happy last night after receiving his gifts. He had me set up the Playstation immediately. He played til 3am then went to bed only to wake up at 6am and start playing again. Nala got sick a little this morning. First time in like 3 weeks. I’ve gotta clean today. Especially in […]

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Kinda scatter brained today so writing will be all over the place. A friend of mine has a twin sister with leukemia. She developed it from chemo and radiation from her previous cancers. Yea she beat cancer like twice only to end up having leukemia. It’s a messed up and extremely sad situation. Anyway, she’s […]

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Bowling night. Woo Hoo Until next time

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No cleaning got done today. Ollie had a half day so he was out at 12:15 home by 12:30ish. While waiting for his bus I raked 85% of the front yard…got a nice size blister then decided to stop shortly after he got home. After the yard work I had to do school with ophion. […]

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Yesterday was a movie day. Today will be a cleaning day…I hope. We will see. Oliver is working an Iron today…meaning he’s working from open to close. 7am – 930pm, I think it would be nice for him to come home to a clean house. Ollie has a half day at school for the next […]

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I’m watching a movie on Netflix called “my best friend Anne frank” it’s a story about Anne frank and her best friend Hannah. I’m assuming it’s based of the true events but I’m not sure. I’ll have to look it up. It’s beyond sad. But I don’t think it’s does justice to what truly went […]

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I was already in quite a state today, worse so than yesterday, when tonight I saw my father’s doppelganger. A younger version whose looks were between my father and my older brother. It set panic in me that made me sick to my stomach and brought tears to my eyes. I nearly passed out every […]

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I woke up today feeling even worse than yesterday. I’m guessing my brain was so hyped yesterday with worry and today I’ve sort of crashed. I’m so out of it with idk, sadness? I’m not sad he’s gone, I’m sad for my experiences. I’m sad for my mental state, I’m sad for my family having […]

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