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Wheeeew what a day today was. This whole week has been a blur of depression anxiety ptsd etc…but today just when my depression is starting its upswing and my suicidal thoughts are becoming more passive, I had my intake evaluation for an IOP (intensive outpatient program) at the Acute Partial Hospital. There was so much […]

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We had a near disaster last night. I was doing laundry and the sink in my kitchen backed up halfway, then I checked the utility/slop sink in the spare room and that sucker was almost full. And that sink is huge. I emptied my kitchen sink as much as I could by hand. I filled […]

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205 story time

It begins with a simple scroll down my newsfeed on facebook. Person A is my (maternal side) cousins gf/”baby mama”. Person B is my (paternal side) sister in law. After seeing these posts posted at the same time and knowing they all live in the same little town and their kids are the same age….I […]

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Tomorrow we will have a ‘its a small world after all’ story time. Tonight I won’t be updating you or telling the story because I am being attacked by my own body. My pain tolerance has really gone to total shit. This neuropathy is kicking my ass and it is starting to travel up my […]

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Somethings wrong today. My body is rejecting comfort and replacing it with pain and burning sensations. Especially my feet. Every part of me that is making contact with a surface is in pain. If I sit my butt hurts if I lay on my side then my leg hip ribs and shoulder hurts. I can’t […]

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161 and the verdict is…..

Bare with me as I am typing this up on the mobile app using one hand… Went to the dr today for the pain in my thumb/wrist today as it feels broken. Now I know it’s not broken because there has been no trauma to it but it feels broken. Pain ranges from a 3 […]

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Wrist injury is keeping me from posting in length tonight. Low key day due to said injury, will see dr tomorrow. Until next time

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