Wheeeew what a day today was. This whole week has been a blur of depression anxiety ptsd etc…but today just when my depression is starting its upswing and my suicidal thoughts are becoming more passive, I had my intake evaluation for an IOP (intensive outpatient program) at the Acute Partial Hospital. There was so much […]Read More 299
Its day 3 of covid in the Jones household and I’m feeling like crap. Between the chest pain and throat pain, It feels like I chain smoked a pack of newports. Dr put me on a zpack and albuterol. Coughing is torture but other than that I feel ok. Oliver still feels good and Ollie […]Read More 264 day 3 of covid
Today was the 2nd day of covid at the Jones household. We had a scare that Ollie had it cuz he didn’t like anything he ate and he said he couldn’t smell anything. He took a nap and woke up fine with all senses back to normal. I have a slight sore throat….so slight its […]Read More 263 covid day 2
It begins with a simple scroll down my newsfeed on facebook. Person A is my (maternal side) cousins gf/”baby mama”. Person B is my (paternal side) sister in law. After seeing these posts posted at the same time and knowing they all live in the same little town and their kids are the same age….I […]Read More 205 story time
I don’t think its actually a migraine this time but its different than the usual headache. It feels like a marble traveling up my neck and over my head. Like I can follow the nerve that is being attacked. [like in cartoons when u see the electricity travel along the powerlines.] My neuropathy is kicking […]Read More 201, headache, neuropathy, and a panic attack.
Mommy isn’t any better today. I actually got to speak with her instead of just text. She was telling me that she barely was able to stand for 5 minutes in the shower to rinse off. So we still don’t know when she will be coming out here for her trip. I hate that my […]Read More 174
Sadness sadness sadness….my mom is sick. She started with a fever the other day so she made an immediate appointment to get tested for covid. Her test came back negative but while she was driving home she got really sick and felt like she was going to pass out. She had to pull over and […]Read More 172
Bare with me as I am typing this up on the mobile app using one hand… Went to the dr today for the pain in my thumb/wrist today as it feels broken. Now I know it’s not broken because there has been no trauma to it but it feels broken. Pain ranges from a 3 […]Read More 161 and the verdict is…..
At what age do they say you should get a mammogram done? What are the signs that you need to get one done? All day today I have had this sharp shooting pain in my right breast right around the areola. If it continues tomorrow, I’ll have to call the doctor because this pain is […]Read More 157- TMI -a little of this and that
trigger warning; suicide/suicidal thoughts/self harm/violence/graphic it has been a while since my mind went to this dark place. the meds have been working tremendously! today however, my mood got the better of me. first let me say i’m ok, i’m safe and doing better at the moment. have you ever been so overloaded with […]Read More 156 dark post, beware