350!

Wow this is my 350th post! Its been almost a month since my last entry. Im losing interest in things again…I feel a breakdown on the horizon or at the very least a bad depression creeping in. So many contributing factors. My anxiety is getting the best of me lately. Anytime I leave the house […]

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300!!!

Today I had a couple group therapy sessions. These take place on zoom and The first one this morning went well until the end. It was a DBT group, The topic was “interpersonal effectiveness,” which in a nutshell is getting our needs and wants met without negative effects to others. We also discussed the “5 […]

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I’m in an alanon meeting right now and the topic for tonight’s meeting is commitment and I realize I have a problem with commitment. I always throw myself into everything full force and then give up after a short time….look how rarely I post here anymore. Anyways, I find it funny that the only thing […]

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Watching a movie with Ophion. Its called MIRACULOUS new York United heros. Its a movie before the new season of MIRACULOUS Lady bug and cat noir comes out, which is a show we watch together. I love moments like this with him. I cant believe he will be 15 this year. These moments will happen […]

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Went to the endo again today…..he upped my insulin to 18 units. He also banned carbs from my diet as much as possible and told me I should be drinking 8 to 10 bottles of water a day!!! Who drinks that much of anything in a day?!?! I drink maybe 2 bottles of soda a […]

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236 mama bear storytime

Ok so the other day I mentioned how they were trying to kick Ollie out of school….here’s the story. On Saturday I received a letter from the school stating that since he has yet to receive his meningitis vaccine he won’t be allowed to participate in school or remote learning as of Monday. Now I […]

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205 story time

It begins with a simple scroll down my newsfeed on facebook. Person A is my (maternal side) cousins gf/”baby mama”. Person B is my (paternal side) sister in law. After seeing these posts posted at the same time and knowing they all live in the same little town and their kids are the same age….I […]

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Today was day 1 of homeschool for Ophion. We kept it simple with only two assignments today just to ease him back into it. He did well and understood how school would work this year with him doing more independent work. Ollie doesn’t start until Sept. 8th. Hes doing remote learning through the school. There […]

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Quick update on the day… We made breakfast pizza for breakfast. Pizza dough, sausage gravy, sausage, bacon, scrambled eggs and cheese. Today we were swimming and it decided to rain. We were going to get out but decided since we were already wet we’ll just enjoy it. How many time can u say you safely […]

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My mom is FINALLY starting to feel better. I was really worried about her. For her to say she is scared really had me feeling some type of way. My mom has been through her fair share of bs in life, probably more than I have and thats saying a lot. So she doesn’t need […]

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