202, light therapy?

Well I tried the light for the light therapy. No improvement but Im not giving up yet. I get my abilify injection on Monday so hopefully that helps a bit. We went to the grocery store today with a weekly budget this week of 200$ the total came to $198.94!! I was stoked cuz we […]

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172

Sadness sadness sadness….my mom is sick. She started with a fever the other day so she made an immediate appointment to get tested for covid. Her test came back negative but while she was driving home she got really sick and felt like she was going to pass out. She had to pull over and […]

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170

2 days and a wake up until the big day! Of course I’m doing this countdown and she will probably have to sleep over night and not arrive until the day after. Boys didn’t do too bad in the pool today my yelling at them was minimal. Ollie of course fell asleep again. Ophion talked […]

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169

3 days and a wake up until my mom and cousin Bee come to visit. They were recently added to the quarantine list. Meaning if they are coming from certain states they have to quarantine for 14 days. The kids were getting into it in the pool yet again. There was even blood shed. Nothing […]

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165…I’ve figured it out

I’ve figured it out. The last couple weeks or so I’ve had all the signs that are typical for me, loss of interest, change in sleeping patterns, zoning out, irritability, suicidal thoughts, fatigue, feeling worthless etc. Then today it hit me full on. Depression is such a miserable bitch. I’ve already cried twice today and […]

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158 low key

Another low key day. Got a little cleaning done then ran to the grocery store, Went in the pool, had dinner and now I’m writing this. Oliver had a good day at work. I find I’m happy to hear about his days now cuz hes excited to tell me. Before he was just so miserable […]

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155 nothing to report

Nothing to report really. We had a very low key day. I cleaned a bit we went in the pool I listened to a large chunk of my audiobook and that was pretty much it. The grand opening of the newly owned paint and hardware store is tomorrow. I’m hoping all goes well and this […]

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148 TMI hubby health scare

Oliver got his first anal fissure. Its in a unique location, but somehow he got it. He was freaked out when the toilet bowl was full of blood and had me come running in to see what the deal was. Luckily I’ve had surgery for this in the past and knew right away what it […]

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147 day 3

3 days in a row I’ve reached 5 miles on my Fitbit, although I really felt it on those last couple miles. I’m hoping to increase my miles next week and walk outside more than I have been. I’m thinking about cutting my hair again…I want to go short but not shave it like last […]

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