350!

Wow this is my 350th post! Its been almost a month since my last entry. Im losing interest in things again…I feel a breakdown on the horizon or at the very least a bad depression creeping in. So many contributing factors. My anxiety is getting the best of me lately. Anytime I leave the house […]

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300!!!

Today I had a couple group therapy sessions. These take place on zoom and The first one this morning went well until the end. It was a DBT group, The topic was “interpersonal effectiveness,” which in a nutshell is getting our needs and wants met without negative effects to others. We also discussed the “5 […]

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I’m in an alanon meeting right now and the topic for tonight’s meeting is commitment and I realize I have a problem with commitment. I always throw myself into everything full force and then give up after a short time….look how rarely I post here anymore. Anyways, I find it funny that the only thing […]

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Watching a movie with Ophion. Its called MIRACULOUS new York United heros. Its a movie before the new season of MIRACULOUS Lady bug and cat noir comes out, which is a show we watch together. I love moments like this with him. I cant believe he will be 15 this year. These moments will happen […]

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Went to the endo again today…..he upped my insulin to 18 units. He also banned carbs from my diet as much as possible and told me I should be drinking 8 to 10 bottles of water a day!!! Who drinks that much of anything in a day?!?! I drink maybe 2 bottles of soda a […]

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We had a near disaster last night. I was doing laundry and the sink in my kitchen backed up halfway, then I checked the utility/slop sink in the spare room and that sucker was almost full. And that sink is huge. I emptied my kitchen sink as much as I could by hand. I filled […]

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With Oliver deciding to bowl, I decided we (Ollie and I) would accompany him so I could make sure everything was as socially distanced as possible…..it wasn’t… but Oliver did a good job of avoiding the crowd whenever possible. Oliver only lasted 2 games before his wrist was in too much pain to continue, so […]

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202, light therapy?

Well I tried the light for the light therapy. No improvement but Im not giving up yet. I get my abilify injection on Monday so hopefully that helps a bit. We went to the grocery store today with a weekly budget this week of 200$ the total came to $198.94!! I was stoked cuz we […]

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3 days and a wake up until my mom and cousin Bee come to visit. They were recently added to the quarantine list. Meaning if they are coming from certain states they have to quarantine for 14 days. The kids were getting into it in the pool yet again. There was even blood shed. Nothing […]

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the movie that started it all!

it’s on! the movie that began this whole blogging journey! the wonderful “Julie & Julia” oh how I love this movie. I think it’s Meryl Streep, i’m drawn to her in whatever she is playing in no matter how good or bad the movie may actually be. anyway, i’m sitting here just in aw of […]

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